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[04 Jun 2009|11:07pm] |
I miss writing here, so I've decided to come back.
I've just been through soo much within the last year. From being a wife, single mom, and finding out about my dad and his affair. Just a lot of shit that you cannot believe, but hey. There are a lot of people going through so much worst. So I've just been staying positive through all of the difficult times, but anywho.
So since I'm a mom, I get to show off how damn cute my daughter is! Her name's Harlowe-Marie. I named her after the tradition in my family of naming the girls beginning with the letter H, hense my name is Hope, my sister's Hazel, my mom's Hilde, and my niece's Harmony. She's about to turn one this month. She's cute, but she's fucking RUTHLESS. I guess she gets it from her mom. (: Seriously though, she's her own person. It's amazing, raising someone that came from you, who is apart of you. She's kinda like a mini clone of me. HAHA.
About her dad leaving, well...Lets just keep that personal. If you REALLY want to know then you can always ask me yourselves, but other than that he's a fucking jerk wad and I hope he gets hell from giving Harlowe child support. (:
I've been working at Last Call Neiman Marcus and it's been pretty fucking cool. It's really chill and even though it's the clearance center I still get to work with some of the most GREATEST works of art created by the most amazing influential designers of the world today.
But other than that I'm still same old me. Hopeless romantic, bitchy, and moody all the time! Just kidding, I'm really nice once you get to know me. (:
PEACES!
P.S. My daughter Harlowe-Marie
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[14 Aug 2007|04:16pm] |
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I haven't felt this numb in a long time. All I want to do is sleep and get away. Even if it means leaving you, though I don't want to...I just want to liberate myself from this fucking feeling. Fuck...
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[06 Aug 2007|04:31pm] |
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i went to la with krystal, kilulai, & terri.
it was amaaazingg, haha. we picked up krystal's best that
lives in inglewood. haha. i thought that was sick.
her name's cynthia and she's chill as fuck.
shes definately an la person. haha.
krystal and i wanted to ditch, kliulai didn't.
but its okay because we still had fun and shit.
we ended up going to venice beach.
that place is the shiiit, its amazing there.
la is so free and optimistic. the people there are
beautiful, some were a fucking trip. there was
this one guy and when he walked passed me he said,
"i'd like to have a tall glass of your bath water."
i thought it was a dirty, yet really nice complement.
HA. after la, i went to mira mesa to visit my boyfriend, j.r.
saturday, was an odd day for me...
i went to a party, which i haven't gone to
one in so long and it felt like a reunion.
it was at karl's house, and it was his birthday.
happy birthday, btw! ha, he's not even gonna read this.
when i got there evvveerrryyone was fucked up.
it was hilarious, j.r. and i were the only couple
fucking around on the dance floor!!! haha.
it's fun being sober and messing with people who aren't
sober. haha. he ended up sleeping over that night.
sunday we went to la jolla with my brother, j.r., and leilani.
it was pretty chill. my brother's friends had a bbq.
mmmmm, there's nothing like a burnt hamburger with four
hot dog buns, ahaha. the beach was greattt, water, tanning,
smoking joes, fucking fantastic.
i haven't had a great weekend like this in a long time.
&i'm glad i got to spend it without worry and stress and shit.
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[02 Jul 2007|12:23pm] |
Sorry! I never update this shit.
Summer's been good. My sister's baby was born.
He's such a cuuuutie. He's tubby. (:
I haven't been doing much besides:
relaxing and being with my boy.
OH and LOTS AND LOTS of food.
Yaaaaaaaaa.
How are you guys doing?
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[02 Jun 2007|01:35am] |
We live, we love, we fight, and we laugh. Thats what I love about this relationship. We learn about each other evveryday. We even pick up each other's habits. Its funny; he's daring, I'm daring, he likes my random moments,& I love his ugly dog face. haha. He's my best friend, my confidant, my lover, my everything. Its incredible because he loves me for my flaws and I love him for his OCD. (: That night at denny's was the most memorable night of my life. He's gonna be in it for quite awhile. I can feel it in my bones and it feels good.
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[23 May 2007|10:32am] |
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I stayed home from school today because I just felt like it. haha. Its so bad and irresponsible, but if you were in my shoes at my school, you'd hate it too.
So last weekend was really dope. It was fun sleeping over at my boyfriend's house. Do you know the feeling of waking up to someone wonderful right next to you? Its hellla cool. haha. We went to the casino with his mom and his little sister. His mom's heelllaa cool. She bought us food at this really nice steak house& after that we hellla went shopping.
Then on Sunday we kicked it at his house. We just watched movies and walked the dog. His dog's sooo cute. It's still wild, but it has really big eyes. Its adorable! haha. Yeah, this weekend was dope. I like the feeling of kicking back at home for awhile and get away from the hype. How was everyone elses weekend?! (:
( Weekend pictures )
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[17 May 2007|06:55pm] |
This week, I've been verrrry lazy. I haven't gone to school at all these past 4 days. Usually I'd want to go, but I defie my school. I haaate it.
Anywho, this weekend should be dope. I'll be spending time with J.R. and his family. So I'll post any pictures if I have any, Peeaace.
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